Anton flinched at the touch, unused to blurring the two categories: comfort and violence - except under, well, specific circumstances. And not circumstances he was used to sharing. His body and instincts were still labouring under the attack, and Raife touching him gently now brought to mind all those dreams that you wake from arguing with someone, and you suddenly hate them in the waking world. The hand at his shoulder bubbled to mind, bizarely, an image of an exposed organ - perhaps a shiny spleen, and someone stroking it tenderly. Anton's stomach lurched.
He rolled his shoulder roughly to dislodge it, but knowing how Raife took that Anton - at the same time - forced his profile to turn toward the aristocrat, as if to lean into him or seek touch here, but turning was difficult. He hoped that would suffice Raife's ego. The other boy never took rejection well, of any kind. But they both know Anton hated being comforted. Especially when he was down.
He grunts, low, and tries to regather his focus enough to speak. He realises his chest isn't rising properly, has been incresingly hard to speak over the last few minutes.
"Don't - he's - don't attack him."
"Jaques. Neonate. Frenchman. Human. Was made human."
Anton wheezes slightly, and tries to force upright - falls heavily back into Raife, with both shame and relief for not hitting the bed, or the wall.
"Re-embraced. Big fuckup politically."