by . . . » Sun Feb 16, 2020 10:08 pm
He'd always thought of dates as pins holding down the past, which would otherwise drift and lose its shape. Then there were the constellations: pins holding up space's invisible blueprint.
Time was more or less what it had been before, seconds, minutes. Happening in real time. Just without his body in it. It was not astral. And there were distractions. The cobbled road, flanked by hedgerows, glistened in the rain. The cottage doorway was arched beneath a froth of pink rhodedendrons. The Brujah, he noticed, with mild incredulity at the pace of their thoughts, were further out, unidentical rosettes of light in the dark. They were arguing.
He moved along the ivy as it climbed the walls.
Amputees, he'd recently read, 'felt' things in the missing or phantom limb - ghost sensations, little mimicries of life. For centuries, he'd felt like a radical amputee. No body, but a maddening imposture of sensation. Before the fall he'd had an image of himself standing with his back to the edge of a sheer drop into blackness, emptiness you could feel, cold gravity, the horror-personality of nothingness.
His thoughts moved into the cottage, effortlessly now, as in flying dreams, but it wasn't in him to do otherwise. What was will and what was seduction he couldn't keep clear. The desire, always, was to stretch out, to flex, to exist in a place beyond his own body's walls. Too much time without meant too much time now when in.
The souls inside the cottage were bright and active and charged in the air's splitstream. Collectively they gave him what would have been a pre-thunderstorm tenderness. He heard Andross' neutral observation, that he was: '- seemingly passed for the time, with his joining the Camarilla -' and thought to smile. The kids delivered jewels like that all the time.
Inside fully now. The Tremere was in another room. He passed by him, then into Valentina's mind, her thoughts quicksilver and elegant, amorphous but for a year ago. She was beginning to take recognisable shape to him, following the incident with the mirror. And then there was Keane, the black tang of the old earth still fresh under his metaphorical nails. To them both he provided an extended image, into their mind's eye: of rolling verdant hills below the valley, the midsummer night a memory, deep in the tribe lands. They were each lazing contentedly in their own minds, bellies down on the grass or on their backs, stars clambering over them, the night air full of crickets and the moon bright above them, huge and luminous. He pulled Andross' mind into the picture - basking and stretching. The hoot of an owl, a distant fox, the wind, the whirls and knots of the nearby tree - all of them had their own souls and voices; they spoke their minds, and they understood them. The world was an extension of their home, a larger labyrinth, but essentially possessed of the same security and warmth.
The druid was focussed, jittery, still high off the previous night but sobering with the company; he calmed this. To Valentina he simply pressed a touch, inward to her temple. Finally there was Jean Jaques, whose own thoughts remained emphatically available. He felt tenderness again, at this, but fast darkened by amusement. He gifted the Childe a flash: a broken mirror, and through it, the glimpse of what had been shown to him that night, beyond the Lie.
Finally Uriah, his aura sending little heraldic doodles through the air. He focussed on it. In a beat - the soul becomes a body. Extraordinary: the tangle of blood vessels, the weight of bone and skin, a graveyard of nerves. As a child Ammiel had found a dead rat in her barrow. She'd put a stick in its mouth and prised it open. When it snapped shut, the teeth had made a little tick, striking each other. That, more than anything to some, confirmed its deadness. He'd thought of that when he'd found her ashes.
For those in the room there was a type of tinnitus around the items, generally, and in the air. A disturbance began to impinge like the sound of a housefly. Then total silence.
Past Uriah's mind he skimmed, on the wings of the same memory-gift: the meadow behind them shimmers like another world. The raw skies and glittering forest into the past made itself known in whisper, as if in greeting.
'Beannachtaí Danú ort,' they said.
But this last only to Uriah:
'It is time.'
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