by Jacob Swainswick » Mon Sep 19, 2016 3:42 pm
"Only that I don't misapprehend and cause you distress, Miss Audley.
"Forgive me," a slight, self-deprecating smile flashed across his face. "I took the question as one of pragmatics. If you meant instead, do I have concerns of a more philosophical nature..." He avoided the word ethical deliberately.
"I ... did have ..." he spoke hesitantly, as one remembering a distant dream. "Less of - what you must do, Miss Audley, than - than of the mental burden you must have to bear. It must be a terrible strain. If there's anything within my power to do to assist you, you have but to say it."
A moment's hesitation; no more than two heartbeats. And then, emboldened by having come thus far, he continued: "Were there another way - then of course I would seek it out for you. But you are, Miss Audley, if I might make so bold - you are truly the rarest of - that is, irrespective of your singular state - I speak rather of your charm, your intelligence, your bravery - it is that singular combination, that it would be a sin were it not preserved! When an article speaks of the Modern Woman, why: that paradigm could find no greater embodiment! You, who have seen the birth of Modernity itself!"
He had drawn himself to his fullest height; he stopped, amazed that he had dared to speak thus.
"In brief, Miss Audley, I have no such concerns."
In truth, he found it difficult to imagine - to want to imagine - the practical considerations to which his mistress alluded; even his own recent experience, as treasured as he would have anticipated the memory of such a uniquely intimate moment to be, remained elusive to thought.
Or at the least, it proved so to his waking mind.
"...[A] young man, tall, and of elegant proportion, dark locks combed neatly into place atop a high forehead. Deep blue eyes are set in an intelligent face ...; his physiognomy on the whole speaking of studious attentiveness."