by LittleBird » Tue Apr 03, 2018 7:50 pm
"I did not realise they were a trinity, I only heard of Morigan until now, I wonder why that is...are her tales told greater than the rest? And do you feel the retellings changed much of the intention, the fate and the soul of these Warriors and Queens overtime too?" Kira asks to Christine.
"Sacred mysteries...what makes a question or even such feelings sacred?" Kiras voice trails slowly, "Is it because such are often sworn? Vows exchanged?"
"Soo, in that case, what would you call such promises, such vows that were..." she tilts her head, her throat somehow feeling dry, heart caught in her throat...she has not thought about this subject, in this light ever, "...were told in truth, were spoken with such purity, spoken from the soul and were truly meant to fulfil their promise, yet overtime are just left hanging, lingering, still as potent as ever, but..." Kira loosens her grip on the railing overlooking the river and lets her arms dangle, leaning back as far as she can before swooping forward to sit on the edge, her fingertips trailing idly.
I do not wish to call them broken, abandoned or forgotten...thing have changed, but...but I still feel them, I still adhere to them...they're not null and void to me. But that doesn't matter, it'll never matter again-just leave it!
"left," she settles on finally, even that word just lets her shoulders sag, I need to hear it...or Christines right, at least ask it. I've grown though. I know I have. So why does this still hit me?!?.
"Just...left. What are they then?" she ponders, her eyes lingering towards the water again, the light of it...the reflection of the moon could never be as bright as the waters that night a
-Treasure it. Keep it safe. You cannot share it with others to keep it in bloom. So do not let it rot when your own mind goes dark. You'll never regret it Kira, never want it to change, never take it back...You know there were no lies. So why do this. And why now?
She looks over her shoulder, Ah...the distance, measuring it. So close to pouring your heart out to a friend, yet instead, you feel guilty, for talking in little spurts, in transparent riddles, when you want to flood it out. You wanted that then. You do not need it now. Keep it. Savour it. Do not dismantle it with questions, worries and fears that are of no consequence.
"So-" she closes her eyes tightly, no apologies, "So, forget that," she waves her hand dismissively and raises them to the metal, "I shouldn't ask questions I know the answer too..." she looks up, her eyes no longer looking bloodshot, she vaults up, "Tis impolite," she chuckles at her own expense, and strides, not that idle, dreamy, wavering step, but...more sure, more presently purposeful. "It...it just is, isn't it? A vow, even if appearing unfulfilled is...is not truly broken, it is still a force of nature, just under a different path then originally believed. Just..." she chews her lips and nods, echoing the singers drifting words with her own tongue, "as a ocean can not be far too shallow or much to deep...it just is, and it is a wonderful thing!"
Kira seems content with these thoughts, anchored once again, yet she spins to face Helen as she holds her hand "A strength like no other?" Kira echos and, she does not falter, nor turn away, nor let go. As much as she may seem grounded, as much as she may hold her ground, that certainty she seemed able to grasp moments before crumbles again, as if that extra burst of strength she gathered was the last ounce she had to spare.
"even if that so called strength seems little more than a lesson in subservience now? What makes that so strong? " she asks one question, while her mind screams another: Strength...Then why does it make me feel nothing but weak?! "There are much more brighter strengths then that, for sure-" she shakes her head, lowering her gaze.
Feeling her emotions struggle, entangled a mess, she focuses. Takes breathes that are needless for their kind, but needed ever so much for her and her meditation. Her fingers twinkle, a mere flutter in Helens hand as her eyes slowly open up...
"but," she breathes and raises her gaze back between Helen and Christine. "Yes, a more internal strength though right?" she asks, her voice seems smaller, seems to falter, and even her smiles seems to border on weak, but in those deep blue eyed of hers there appears an echo of that crashing wave again, the haughty, assured spirit that corrected even those who put the threat of death over her head.
"Despite the costs? She knew how to lesson the pain of others, how to bring them joy, and find her own strength in that balance...yes...yes," she nods and squeezes Helens hand, and gestures openly to Christine with the other in thanks.
"Hmm, mmm, brings light and diminishes it when needed, hmm, I do like that." she breathes a chuckle, though her eyes still bare hints of reminiscence, there is another thread, the tide of those blue pools only returns back to reach further forward than before, and her lips, though tired still, still reach her eyes in that excitable smile.
"Though Snakes for rebirth?" she wonders, "Why snakes? Is that a common association with rebirth?"
Seeing the others offering their praises to Persephone, The Iron Queen, Mistress of the Labyrinth, Kira bows her head too...a Christian since birth it may seem if her memories were anything to go by, but...she has often found herself seduced by the tales of other religions, other cultures, there is much belief in the world, and much that touches at her very soul, why shun it for merely one.
"Iron Queen," Kira announces as she offers a low curtsy, and softly brushes her hand against the earth on the path, "Lady Beneath the Earth. The one who both shines with and diminishes light, we delight in your legacy, thank you for your lessons, your strength, and are privileged to honour you on this night,"
Familia Supra Omnia
Kira L Black
Neonate of the Broken Mirror