by Violet Clyntahn » Fri Sep 16, 2016 4:55 pm
Violets eyes widen at the change in Lilliana’s tone she wasn’t being serious?! Offering up her face, her life to that… OF ALL THE PEOPLE TO CHOSE. She couldn’t possibly trust him? He could do anything! He could get her killed, could even get Zhaspar killed. Sure she agreed to come along to the meeting, but this? She entered the south fully intending to leave at the end of the night.
She is even more shocked when Dorian doesn’t instantly dismiss the idea, letting a small gasp escape her mouth. As he keeps talking several childhood memories of her haven flash through her head, finally ending back on that one room, all broken furniture, old blood stain still plainly visible on the floor, left there only to haunt her. Relishing indeed.
But she would be free.
The thought of freedom was enticing, but could she really betray Zhaspar in such a way? The thought hurt her head, could she even survive without him? How would she eat? This was all spiralling out of control so quickly, it felt like the floor had been taken from under her. She needed to focus, they didn’t understand!
She’s waited far too long to speak already, time to try and put a stop to this madness now occurring all around her. Finally, Violet takes a deep breath and starts to speak. She looks towards Dorian “whilst the idea of you in any of my dresses is surely an amusing one, I feel on this occasion I am going to have to decline your kind offer. You do not know Zhaspar as I do. You speak of him releasing me as if it is a certainty yet he is in no way inclined to ever do such a thing.” She takes another breath, it felt strange finally saying that out loud. “In any case the price is too high for Lilliana to pay when it is so unlikely you will achieve the desired results”. She casts her friend a grateful look. She will get her freedom one day, but not like this, this is too high cost with too little control.
Rather than addressing the doctor’s sudden outburst she tries to steer the conversation back to the initial matter at hand. The night stalker. “several months ago I took a cab home and had an interesting conversation with the driver, during this chat he told me he also takes the Consul Maximus amongst others to and from various places in the city. He does not remember me of course, but I kept his details. Knowing where the prince goes could give us more clues on his feeding habits”. She knew it was a stretch, who takes cabs on their adventures eating children? At least it might move the groups focus away from the ridiculous idea of Dorian walking imitating her.