As requested Grace begins the song of before at Court, making even slower, nearer to as it should be sung;
"High in the halls of the kings who are gone
Jenny would dance with her ghosts"
She glances around to ensure she has caught everyone's full attention on those two notes. Don't linger too long on those Elder eyes.
"The ones she had lost and the ones she had found
And the ones who had loved her the most"
"The ones who'd been gone for so very long
She couldn't remember their names
They spun her around on the damp old stones
Spun away all her sorrow and pain"
"And she never wanted to leave, never wanted to leave
Never wanted to leave, never wanted to leave"
Grace continues to keep the momentum and control listening to the sound of her voice in the silence as she continues and not caring now to keep the room's attention, she held it.
"They danced through the day
And into the night through the snow that swept through the hall
From winter to summer then winter again
'Til the walls did crumble and fall"
"And she never wanted to leave, never wanted to leave
Never wanted to leave, never wanted to leave
And she never wanted to leave, never wanted to leave
Never wanted to leave, never wanted to leave"
The song has been getting louder and stronger over the repeated words.
Fear, of being no longer useful
Anger at what has already been lost or anger at the loss to come, the loss of self, who we once imagined ourselves to be..
Anger at the world for changing but not quite changing enough. The lives lost to break the wheel yet the wheel turns on.
Nothing changes!
Grace's aura flares for those who can see and for a moment she glows, a burning anger? But its immediately gone. Stamped out.
Sudden quiet
"High in the halls of the kings who are gone
Jenny would dance with her ghosts
The ones she had lost and the ones she had found
And the ones......
Who had loved her the most"
Grace is still, this last verse has been so gentle and quiet until some realise they might have been leaning forward to hear so she steps backward and looks down to demostrate an ending.