by LittleBird » Sun Sep 03, 2017 4:42 pm
Kira bites her lip, deliberating for a moment-fallen in love? Huh-a bittersweet smirk-one of self-deprecation and utter joy, cracks into that practise gaze-it hasn’t stopped, she thinks, I fall harder ever day...
Kira closes her eyes and drinks. Fuck it! She’s a toreador, nothing surprising or a give away there...yet it feels as if it is. It feels as if she has never before revealed such before a crowd.
It feels as if she told a secret-yet tis not true. Well...it is, in a way. Mmm, but it’s still safe. It’s still a secret, precious, and safe, and theirs...even if it feels it’s been left to gather dust by one half of the pair.
Still!-One needn’t necessarily have fallen in love with a person...you can fall in love with a season, a piece of music, a feeling even-oh lord!?!-her eyes sweep over the room, who is she kidding!-
Kira realises she is still drinking, tis one drink-but a deep one. As if a rose in a desert finally let her roots seek out a lake! She gasps gently, stopping herself, her cheeks would flush if they could! Lost in memories and feelings she not only feels starved off-yet certainly isn’t used to surfacing in public-she takes a moment. A moment to stop levitate among those falling, sweeping memories...and hopeful dreams of more to fall for all over again in the future.
She does remove her gloves; she scratches along her creases, so fast its barely a blur, as if removing binds that worn her skin dry, as if reminding herself those starved little hands are capable of sensing, of feeling.
One hand butterflies upto her necklace, brushing against where her heart is, feathering and fluttering in tandem, while her other hands no naked fingers, brush the jewels from her lips, to savour those precious drops.
Her head turns inwardly into her shoulder, as if cuddling into herself, knees bent in the same direction, fighting the urge to bring them to her chest. She smiles gently at each and every one as they too go through their responses; half the room missing said smile behind the glass. Her eyes linger on them all, her own tender memories waltzing centre frame through those pooling eyes-though... she does look away at those who don't drink, as if embarrassed her own reaction was overzealous and overindulgent at the thought of it.
Familia Supra Omnia
Kira L Black
Neonate of the Broken Mirror